INBOX - NHD-C12-KRI-248 - IKARI, SHINJI

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

That's not how it works! If I'm together with you then it's only you.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Oh.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

What? Do you just love everyone freely too?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I don't like to hate.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

That's not an answer. You're being evasive.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I'm not trying to be. I love the things I don't hate.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

That's...that's not the same. You don't hate a lot of things.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

So I love a lot of things. Freely, as you say.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

But that's not the same as me loving you Kaworu-kun...don't you get it?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

You want to be close in that way with only me. And for me to be close in that way with only you.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I thought that was obvious.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I thought it was obvious that I think about you more than I think about anything else.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I'm sorry.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

You don't have anything to be sorry for.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

But you deserve an apology from me. I'm sorry, Shinji-kun.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

There's nothing I treasure more than you. I'm sorry for not making that clearer.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Do you really love me the same way I love you?

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

There's no way I don't love you.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

But you don't...I'm always the one who wants things.

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[This makes him turn his head a little at the screen of his blackglass.]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

What do you mean?

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

You never want to hold hands or kiss me or any of that stuff...it's always me who starts it.

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[He types and deletes a few things, at first.

Because
No, that's not
I missed you all the time

None of it seems like enough...]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I like those things.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

You're not just saying that?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I'm not. I like it.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Then why am I the only one wanting it?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

That's not true.

[This is uncomfortable.]

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Well?