INBOX - NHD-C12-KRI-248 - IKARI, SHINJI

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

If anything...I would consider her to be a sister to me. It's complicated, Kaworu-kun.

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

But I definitely do not want to share the same things with her that I do with you.

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

It's all right.

[He says it as much for his own benefit as for Shinji's.]

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

What do you mean?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Whatever you want, it's all right.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I want you.

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Shinji-kun, you already have me. That's not going to change.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I want you to want me too.

[paraclete]

[Sometimes Kaworu has to sit quietly and remind himself that Shinji hasn't been through all this in the same way he has. He doesn't know, or remember. It's not his fault.]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I'm here for you.

[He means that in pretty much every way possible.]

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

...I know.

[paraclete]

[...

Kaworu knows what it's like to be frustrated, too.]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

When we're together next, I would like to hold your hand.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I want you to.

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

...What else do you want?

[paraclete]

[Shinji, please. This is dangerous territory.]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

To lie with you.

[Under the stars. Not Biblically. Not Biblically...]

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

And do what?

[paraclete]

[Remember your training, Kaworu. You've been edging for fourteen years.]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Pat your head.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Really? That's it?

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Touching you would please me. It doesn't matter how.

[This is such a fucking minefield, what the hell.]

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

You can, you know...any way you like.

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I'd like to sleep with you again.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Me too.

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

It's one of my favorite memories. Your breath in the quiet night.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Really? Something like that?