INBOX - NHD-C12-KRI-248 - IKARI, SHINJI

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

It's right to ask.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Okay it's not...a bad thing to ask but you haven't even done that. Ask or don't, I don't care.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I didn't realize that it was bothering you.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Well...yeah. Kind of.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

You thought that because I didn't kiss you, I don't love you?

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I...no...

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I didn't know if you wanted those things or not. I don't know.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

What I didn't want

[...]

was to do something wrong.

[Why do you hate me so much?

Because you do strange things.]

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

You're not doing something wrong if you kiss me, Kaworu-kun.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Does loving feel bad to you?

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

What do you mean?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

When you love somebody, does it upset you?

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

No?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Does wanting to be intimate with someone upset you?

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I only want that with you.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

You aren't attracted to the other people you love?

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

There are different kinds of love, you know. That's like saying "I love my mom" and because of that I'm attracted to her.

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

It doesn't work like that.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

First?

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

First what?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

The First Child.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

What about her?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

With me, and not with First?

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Of course not with her. She's a clone of my mom, Kaworu-kun! That's sick!

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[#rekt, Lilith.

First is sterile, so genetics shouldn't really matter. She loved Shinji and wanted to be close to him. But if Shinji loves her in some (???) way, he doesn't want to be close to her.]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

She has a soul.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Then, you feel for her in one way only.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

If anything...I would consider her to be a sister to me. It's complicated, Kaworu-kun.

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

But I definitely do not want to share the same things with her that I do with you.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

It's all right.

[He says it as much for his own benefit as for Shinji's.]