INBOX - NHD-C12-KRI-248 - IKARI, SHINJI

[forevalone]

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[paternalistic]

FROM: kursosaki.isshin@cdc.org
that sort of thinking is a lie. we are born to live; there is nothing we can do to be proud or disappointed. we wake up, we lived through the night. if people are disappointed in you, there is another that is proud of you.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

No one has ever been proud of me. There is no one to be proud of me.

[paternalistic]

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org
then i will be proud of you and i will be proud of the achievements you will accomplish.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Why?

[paternalistic]

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org
we all need someone to be proud of them.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

...Why do you want to be that person?

[paternalistic]

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org
because you seem like a good kid, sad, but good.

no child should have that look you have on your face.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I'm not a good kid, Kurosaki-san.

[paternalistic]

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org
i'm a stubborn man, you'll have to prove me otherwise.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Don't be disappointed when you realize I'm not.

[paternalistic]

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org
if you prove me wrong i'll kick you in the face.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I don't want to be kicked in the face. It hurts.

[paternalistic]

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org
you must learn to get kicked in the face!

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

No thank you. I already learned that back home.

[paternalistic]

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org
GOOD NOW STAY ON YOUR TOES

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

If you're actually going to kick me in the face don't come near me.

[paternalistic]

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org
now that's how kids are supposed to act!

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org
you had me worried there for a moment i thought you were some sort of robot

[forevalone]

_{[He may not be a robot but his mom on the other hand...]}

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I'm pretty sure anyone would react that way, Kurosaki-san.

[paternalistic]

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org
that's not the point though shinij-chan!!!

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Then what is?

[paternalistic]

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org
it means that you're worthy of being loved.

stop stealing kaworu's lines isshin

[forevalone]

_{[It takes a good few minutes for Shinji's reply to come. He's been practically stunned by Isshin's reply. That's something Kaworu would say. Just what exactly is this man?]}

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

...Why do you think that?

ooopssss

[paternalistic]

[A SUPREME PAPA THAT'S WHAT HE IS ]

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org

we all need love in this world. we need the love of parents, of friends and of other people. it's how we know we matter - and everything matters, from the smallest bug to the biggest man.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

If I'm so worthy of love...why have I never had it?

_{[Of parents, of friends. His mother was dead and his father hated him. Where was the love in that? Kaworu was the first one to tell him that - that he loved him. No one before or since had ever said something like that to Shinji. If he's so worthy, why had it taken an Angel, an enemy of humanity, to say 'I love you'?]}

[paternalistic]

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org
sometimes it takes us a while to find someone. if you wanted, you could be one of my own and i'll make sure you feel the love that a child needs from their father.