INBOX - NHD-C12-KRI-248 - IKARI, SHINJI

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I'm not trying to be. I love the things I don't hate.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

That's...that's not the same. You don't hate a lot of things.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

So I love a lot of things. Freely, as you say.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

But that's not the same as me loving you Kaworu-kun...don't you get it?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

You want to be close in that way with only me. And for me to be close in that way with only you.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I thought that was obvious.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I thought it was obvious that I think about you more than I think about anything else.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I'm sorry.

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

You don't have anything to be sorry for.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

But you deserve an apology from me. I'm sorry, Shinji-kun.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

There's nothing I treasure more than you. I'm sorry for not making that clearer.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Do you really love me the same way I love you?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

There's no way I don't love you.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

But you don't...I'm always the one who wants things.

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[This makes him turn his head a little at the screen of his blackglass.]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

What do you mean?

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

You never want to hold hands or kiss me or any of that stuff...it's always me who starts it.

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[He types and deletes a few things, at first.

Because
No, that's not
I missed you all the time

None of it seems like enough...]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I like those things.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

You're not just saying that?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I'm not. I like it.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Then why am I the only one wanting it?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

That's not true.

[This is uncomfortable.]

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Well?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I'm always thinking about you. I'm always thinking about being near you. About what you look like, and what you sound like, and what you feel like. The moments, the hours, the days are like stars.

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FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

You're always thinking it. You're never acting upon it.

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[goes back in time and punches karl in the face]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I don't kiss you because I haven't asked if I may kiss you.

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FROM ikari.shinji@cdc.org

You don't have to ask me. I'm telling you right now, when you want to kiss me you can. Okay?

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FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

It's right to ask.