When my wife died, I felt the same way. [he says with a small sigh as he sits forward.]

For the longest time, I thought that she would announce that she was home and walk right into the clinic to give me a kiss between patients. [seeing masaki here again just reminded him how much he was still in love with her, even after all of these years. every time he looked at her, his heart would hurt and his body would shake thinking that they would have a family together and it would get ripped away from him.]

I want my wife sometimes.