[At first there's a sudden excitement, a quick skip of his heartbeat when Kaworu shifts. He thinks he's going to kiss him, that he's going to lean in and their lips are going to connect-
But they don't. There's disappointment that he can't help but feel when Kaworu rests his lips against his forehead. He shouldn't be disappointed...but he is. He can't help it. Disappointment breeds embarrassment and soon enough Shinji is ducking down to tuck his face into the crook of Kaworu's neck, cheeks hot and ashamed. What was wrong with him? Why couldn't he be content with just this?
Fingers grip the fabric of Kaworu's shirt as he stays close. At least he can have this.]
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But they don't. There's disappointment that he can't help but feel when Kaworu rests his lips against his forehead. He shouldn't be disappointed...but he is. He can't help it. Disappointment breeds embarrassment and soon enough Shinji is ducking down to tuck his face into the crook of Kaworu's neck, cheeks hot and ashamed. What was wrong with him? Why couldn't he be content with just this?
Fingers grip the fabric of Kaworu's shirt as he stays close. At least he can have this.]
You're always welcome Kaworu-kun.