[More than what it felt like when his heart had stopped, or the feeling of having his arms being twisted and broken. It hurt more than anything he'd experienced piloting Unit-01; even though physically he was fine, his heart had been broken beyond repair. I wanted to die is what he refrains from saying, letting his eyelids fall to half mast as he stares at the Angel. It's soothing, to have Kaworu stroke his head like this. It fills a void he didn't realize needed filling so desperately.]
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[More than what it felt like when his heart had stopped, or the feeling of having his arms being twisted and broken. It hurt more than anything he'd experienced piloting Unit-01; even though physically he was fine, his heart had been broken beyond repair. I wanted to die is what he refrains from saying, letting his eyelids fall to half mast as he stares at the Angel. It's soothing, to have Kaworu stroke his head like this. It fills a void he didn't realize needed filling so desperately.]