[Kaworu is so gentle with him, so encouraging he still doesn't know why he deserves it. Out of everything terrible that's happened in his life thus far, Kaworu has been the one positive influence he's had left carried over from his world. Even if Kaworu had betrayed his feelings when they'd first met he hadn't really tried to understand the other boy either. It's an event Shinji never wants to repeat and relive.]
Even if it hurts, I want to be close to you, Kaworu-kun. It's far more painful not to be.
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Even if it hurts, I want to be close to you, Kaworu-kun. It's far more painful not to be.