INBOX - NHD-C12-KRI-248 - IKARI, SHINJI

[forevalone]

ikari.shinji@cdc.org
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[paternalistic]

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org
no please don't be sorry

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I don't feel well Kurosaki-san...but it's not my body that's sick. It's my head.

[paternalistic]

FROM: kurosaki.isshin@cdc.org
come see me in medical, i'll see what i can do.

Text -> Action?

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Okay.

_{[It takes him some time to drag his feet toward medical but he does eventually arrive there, looking tired and worse for wear. Physically he's fine. His mind is another matter altogether.]}

Kurosaki-san...?

[paternalistic]

[isshin tends to pull longer shifts in the fear that someone is going to drag themselves in here half mauled.]

Shinji-chan! Come here, have a seat. [he pats the examination table.]

[forevalone]

_{[With a small nod he does as he's told, climbing up onto the table to take a seat, letting his legs dangle over the edge.]}

[paternalistic]

What seems to be the problem? [isshin has that odd air about him, even when he sits on the chair so that he's lower than shinji, that he's talking to his own children.

you'd have expect him to give him a sucker for being such a good patient.]

[forevalone]

I can't stop thinking.

_{[Worrying, agonizing, self-doubting...his head's a bit more scrambled thanks to Blackbox to say the least.]}

[barbettes]

Then stay in your room.
Keep me updated on any changes.

[ working on shinji's lack of strength could come later, when she's more informed about his abilities. until then, it's probably better for him to stay put. ]

[paternalistic]

Thinking about what?

[tell him everything; especially when he scoots closer.]

Something's bothering you?

[hotman]

FROM: zuko@cdc.org

Oh, have I not explained? I guess we didn't run into each other during battle on Ajna, huh.

FROM: zuko@cdc.org

I can make and manipulate fire.

FROM: zuko@cdc.org

We? There's more of you?

[2leftfeet]

FROM: shepard.lydia@cdc.org

Good. Carry on.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Okay.

[forevalone]

_{[He nods silently, biting his lower lip.]}

...My parents.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Are you a wizard?

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Yes. Kaworu-kun is an Evangelion pilot too. I knew three others back home as well.

[paternalistic]

You've never told me about them.

[he's only discerned that gendo is a shit, however.]

What's bothering you about them?

[forevalone]

My mom...died when I was little. I don't remember it, but I was there when it happened. I'd forgotten what she looked like but when I went into the Black Box for training...she was there.

_{[She'd encouraged him, smiled at him, told him to escape-]}

I tried to not let it bother me growing up but now...now that I remember what she looks like it hurts again.

_{[I want my mom, is what he wants to say, but he's too embarrassed and ashamed to say so. Bringing up his Father will just be the same as before - that he's unwanted, worthless.]}

D75

[paraclete]

[It's much later into the day than any of his previous Black Box sessions lasted, when Kaworu texts instead of showing up.]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Sorry. Are you all right?

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Where are you?

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Sorry.

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Are you all right?

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I'm right where you left me.

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Where are you?

[paraclete]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

Not far away.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

Are you still coming?

[paraclete]

[He would rather not, but he'd said that he would. He made a pinkie promise.]

FROM: nagisa.kaworu@cdc.org

I'll be there soon.

[forevalone]

FROM: ikari.shinji@cdc.org

I'll be here.